Dec. 27 2021 entry...

 Today marks 1 year since the darkest time of my life began to lift.

One year ago today was the last time I cut and the last time I considered death an option.
I’m thankful I’m here, I’m thankful things are very different than they were. I wish I could take back that time but I can’t.
I’m also thankful to all my family and friends who prayed and encouraged me through. Thank you for not leaving me in the dark alone.
My mind and body continue to adjust and recover from the trauma of the last couple years.
I would appreciate prayers for my family and I. This season brings up a lot of hard memories for all of us. Sometimes its hard to shake. I feel that weight today.